Atacan's Page

I am inspired by children who battle cancer. Here I keep a diary of their stories and the influence they have left on me.

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Mar 14
1 min

Nellie has gained her angel wings 💔

Nellie Mae, from London UK, was one beautiful baby girl with adorable chubby cheeks and magical blue eyes. Her little happy face made me smile countless times. She passed away last week on 7th March and gained her angel wings. She was only 1 year old. Nellie was diagnosed with Stage 4 High Risk Neuroblastoma - like most of those whom I've written about - in July 2020 when she was 6 months old. She had her only birthday on 15th December 2020. She underwent chemo, stem cell the

Feb 18
1 min

Peny has become an angel 💔

I woke up to the horrible news of Penelope. She has passed away surrounded by her family. She was in a very difficult-to-watch condition and her cancer was so aggressive. My heart hurts as I think of how she was feeling and what she was thinking of in the last couple weeks. I never know that neuroblastoma could hit that bad. I remember the times when I was watching her live videos during radiation therapy. How fast things change... I knew that the time would come and I'd shed

Feb 13
1 min

Kaylee has gained her angel wings 💔

12 February 2021 5:44 pm EST. Dear Kaylee, I didn't know you have a second name, "Jean". Just another beautiful detail about you making me wanna cry. I am happy that I did tell you I love you before it's too late. I am terribly sorry that I let you down, that I couldn't do anything to save you. I promise I will never ever forget you. Your smiles has become a part of my heart. You are the most beautiful girl ever. You are the superhero of my dreams. Your courage and determinat

Jan 11
1 min

My little hero has gained his angel wings 💔

It's January 11 2021 Monday and 2:01 AM Central European Time. I just saw the news I was scared to death to face. Klay, my little hero has won the fight. I will never ever forget him, he will always be in my soul and character. Rest in peace, buddy. #ChildhoodCancer #AML #Klay #Hero #MyHero #SuperKlay #Angel #Forever2

Dec 21, 2020
1 min

Christopher has gained his angel wings 💔

My heart is breaking for Christopher. He passed away today. He was being treated at St. Jude. He was diagnosed with the Glioblastoma Multiform Grade 4; the same illness that took my dad when I was a kid. I was hoping that technology and new treatment options would help him, and following his updates very close. Unfortunately, nothing has changes in 15 years. He was (almost) 2 years old. I wish he could see the Christmas. Rest in peace, buddy. I will never forget you. Fb: Chr

Dec 16, 2020
1 min

Isabella has gained her angel wings 💔

I woke up to another devastating news today. Beautiful Isabella from Toronto has become an angel. I read the post over and over again, especially the part "She fought so fiercely in her 8 month battle with DIPG that she didn't understand, while believing until the end that the doctors were going to fix her and make her feel better." She was pure innocent, oblivious to the happenings around and in need of protection. She kept hope and trusted us because we adults always do wha

Dec 15, 2020
1 min

Natalia has gained her angel wings 💔

Natalia had been fighting B-cell acute lymphoblastic leukemia (ALL) with mixed lineage leukemia (MLL) mutant gene. Her family was taking her to hospital in a daily basis because of the regular need of oxygen and platelets transfusion. Her little body had developed many heart-wrenching bruises. She lost vision on 9th December and admitted to Marshfield Children's Hospital due to cancer spread over her eyes or brain. On 13th December, she spent his last night opening Christmas

Nov 22, 2020
1 min

Tessa has gained her angel wings 💔

Not even 24 hours have passed since Camilla passed away and I got another devastating news from Tessa's page. Tessa had been fighting Atypical Teratoid Rhabdoid Tumor (ATRT), that is a fast-growing brain cancer, since she was 3 months old. She had been through many difficult procedures in spite of her little body and young age. She was only 15 months old, as much young as Camilla whose loss is so fresh in my heart. Again, 15 months is way too early for anything. Two little in

Nov 21, 2020
1 min

My heart breaks for Camilla 💔

Camilla has grown her beautiful angel wings. I've been following Camilla's journey for about 2 weeks. She was receiving treatment in Shands Children's Hospital in Gainesville, where Kate gets immunotherapy. Camilla had been fighting neuroblastoma, the same aggressive cancer which has been the subject in my other posts too. Her cancer was spread to her body. She was only 18 months old. 18 months is too early for anything. For anything... I'm very sad she haven't had enough tim